I absolutely and 100% hate this saying, “No news is good news.” In the SI world, this is not true at all. Hearing news in the SI world would mean I could shout out to you all that I am expecting! In the SI world no news is sucky news. I realize the meaning behind this saying obviously is, that if something bad happens you would be told, hence the saying “No news is good news”. I just wanted to clarify, just because you haven’t heard from me in a while, doesn’t mean that is good news: unfortunately my news is still sucky. I am not pregnant and there is nothing good about that news whatsoever!
The only new news we have is that we decided to make an appointment and see a Reproductive Endocrinologist (RE). Our appointment is at the end of July and I am both anxious and nervous for it. I am anxious because maybe one way or the other we will get some answers or new developments on what we need to do to move forward from this. If it is possible for us to still have conceive a baby ourselves I want to know how this is doable in our circumstances and if it isn’t, I want to know that too for closure purposes. Either way, I think seeing the RE will be good for us. I am nervous because there is that chance that this could be the end of this chapter in our lives and I know I don’t want that and am not emotionally prepared for that kind of news…but all I can do is trust that God knows what He is doing and that He is putting us on a path for the way that our lives were meant to be lived. I will keep you posted as we know more.
As of right now, summer is in full swing and if my posts seem few and far in between that is because our schedules have been jam packed. We were gone all of last weekend for a wedding and will be gone all of this weekend for a baptism. Next week will surely fall away as fast as this last week has and then is my
baby’s big girl’s birthday on the 27th. I just can’t believe E is going to be 3. Not a day has gone by in the last 2 weeks where she doesn’t excitedly tell me, “Mama, I am gonna be 3!”. Due to the craziness of our summer we are not doing any major birthday party for her, rather we are going to do something low key as a family of 3! I was thinking either a day at the zoo or a day at the pool. I am kind of playing it by ear at the point depending on the weather. I should really have a plan B for an indoor fun activity in case it’s raining…hmm?!
That reminds me…I’ve got a lot to do and sitting here on this computer is not magically making my to-do list disappear (oh how I wish it did). Again, I will keep you posted on any changes and in the mean time I would really appreciate your constant prayers for my family and our trying time with SI. I also would appreciate prayers for our appointment at the end of July. Please and thank you and many hugs in advance!